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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:24 pm | |
| Watching You Sleep
Watching you sleep, I ponder the many horizons Of the thoughts that drift through my mind I recollect the laughter and the tears The heartache, glory and all my fears And I wonder how it was That made my journey into today **** As you stray into my deepest thoughts I remember how many times you held me so close Guided me through the darkness And kept me warm with the love you poured in my heart I think of the laughter you give to me The smiles you bring to my eyes, the dreams you made reality **** The kisses you place all over me, the way you caress my face The heat and passion envelop my soul when we embrace Your sweet words, the song makes all my sense dance The times we share together filled with love and romance I’ve yearned for tenderness and I found it in every part of you Life my spirit, restored my dreams, my heart the only cost to you **** Many precious gifts you give to me every day Makes me compelled to give something in return But what gift is worthy of such a person as thee? Only the finest delights are suitable A wondrous gift only you can get Something special I offer to you in your heart will fit **** I close my eyes again and take my thoughts to a place Where light dances and birds fly across clear blue lakes Where enchanting evergreen becomes our shelter And blue skies carry the warmth of the yellow sun A song is whispered to you from the doves above And the fragrance of the flowers eases our minds **** Here in my special place you have wings to fly And float like a cool breeze in the summer nights A place where you can see a vast array of colors burning Into the distance, your place amongst the angels Can you see my special place, your domain? Yours to call home, there you will through eternity remain **** Words upon a whisper telling of my love for you Sweet and loyal visions, whispering desirous words so true As I watch you sleep, my humble offering I hope you’ll take My heart to you belongs; I hope you’ll never break And as you look into my eyes you’ll read and see The words I don’t say enough to you my handsome love, my destiny | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:24 pm | |
| Prince of Stars
The moment I saw you, I saw my dream cavalier in debut And Your eyes raced against mine, so I backed up with a smile
You're the one I adore, The early star in my view when the clock strikes four No wonder why I called you my star, I can always catch a glimpse of yours even you are afar
Thinking of us being together, I stopped and thought it really doesn't matter "My dearest prince of stars.. You're the reason why I knew the true implication of existence". What Would You Do?
What would you do If I walked away? Forgot all about you And left you in the past
What would you do If I walked on by? Walked right past you And never looked back?
What would you do If i had moved on? What would you do If you found me gone? | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:25 pm | |
| What Would You Do?
If I told you how I felt, would you walk the other way? Would you turn your back on me, or would you stay? If I told you how I felt, would you feel the same? Or would you look at me, as if I'm insane? If I told you how I felt, what is in my heart. Would we be together, or would we be apart? If I gave you my heart, what would you do? Would you keep it safe, or would you break it into? If I gave you my heart, would you be there for me? Or would you do as everyone else has, and just up and leave? Should I give you my heart, or keep it to myself? Take it out of its box, thats high upon the shelf. Should I take that chance, of getting my heart broken? By telling you the words, that I have left unspoken? Right now I'm not sure, about what I should do. But the one thing I am sure about, is how much I care for you. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:25 pm | |
| What Would You do Without Ashley?
WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU? THE ANSWER IS ALL TOO CLEAR I KNOW I COULD NOT SURVIVE, IF YOU WERE NOWHERE NEAR
YOU SEE, I WOULD BE ALONE I CAN'T BEAR TO BE THAT WAY YOU MUST BE WITH ME ALWAYS OR TILL FOREVER, COME WHAT MAY
I SPENT A LIFETIME FINDING YOU I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE YOU NOW THE THOUGHT OF LIFE WITHOUT YOU WEIGHS HEAVY ON MY BROW
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I WANT I DON'T CARE WHAT "THEY" MAY SAY HOW COULD I SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU? I WOULDN'T WANT TO ANYWAY
MY HEART WOULD EMPTY OUT ITSELF THERE WOULD BE NOTHING I HOLD DEAR WITHOUT YOU, LIFE IS MEANINGLESS IT'S INCOMPLETE, IF YOU'RE NOT HERE
WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU? THE ANSWER IS ALL TOO CLEAR SHOULD YOU GO, WE'LL GO TOGETHER I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU HERE ... BELIEVE ME NOW?? | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:26 pm | |
| Did You Know?
DID YOU KNOW?
As I smile in your blue eyes and weep in your cries of sorrow that seemed hollow without you! I promise I will catch your tears as I carry you forward to the toward of life of torments of tomorrow holding your faith in my left hand and your hope and prayer in my right hand. making a memo to my self that my finger tips would never let go I would be your savior in the flesh. face to face, heart to heart singing in one tone to create the perfect melody!!! and there I carry your love with me always
DID YOU KNOW?
Missing your laugher that is the chain reaction to my pursuit of happiness that I seem to search for, but still leads me right back to you! take my soul, I give to you to heal it with your touch of pity of sadness for me as it slowly heals the wounds that seemed blinded from the me and the world to see ohhh please pleading that love is thee only way to a better day!!!
DID YOU KNOW?
I can’t forget this feeling when you look at me it feels as the warmth of the rays of sun chose me as the center of the earths spot light!!! loves leave you blind folded, but that’s OK for me because I will use the rest of my senses to judge LOVE as it re cues me as my new super hero!!! oh you have come to renew me yes indeed I feel and see, I truthfully BELIEVE
YES I KNOW!!! | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:27 pm | |
| Did You Know?
Did you know that I closed my eyes that day And turned around, hoping Memories would go away?
I threw away emotions That I swore I felt for you, And hurt myself from knowing You were too good to be true.
The questions never stopped As you escaped my gaze. I kept my fingers crossed, Deaf to every phrase:
"Thanks for stringing me along. I'm glad to know you thought We would last until forever, With the dreams that you have got."
Why was I so stupid? My deaf ears turned to you, As I cursed the birth of cupid, Hiding from the truth. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:27 pm | |
| My Suicide Note
Sitting here on the floor a knife in my hand
No one is around to stop me I can acutely do it
No one cares! They all wanna see me dead!
Well I don't care anymore! Ill just end my life now!
I take the knife and hold it to my neck and push i feel a break. . .
I feel the cold rush of blood a sharp pain goes through my body
I grabbed my neck in pain Dropping to the ground
The blood pours from my neck off my hand
Falling to the ground speaking these words of death
"I love you, you were my all but you ruined it."
So here i lie bloody note in hand.
You have now read my suicide note There is nothing more you can do.
But cry about my death and get on with your life | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:29 pm | |
| She Pretends to be Strong That isn't hate in her eyes She is scared to death Have you ever seen her cries? Other than me, no one else...
She pretends to be strong Like she has the situation under control All your beliefs are wrong She isn't anything at all...
Tries to hide somwhere Tries to believe everything is better Than it is today She wrote that in her letter:
"Dear darling, forgive me Life is a happy place But you didn't see As I lost the race
Against life And everyone that is living Do you wish for me to be alive? Or is it just my self-believing?"
Don't guess anymore Everything is said But I told you before Before she was dead... | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:30 pm | |
| You Left For A Minute
You left for a minute I left forever You just can't belive it You won't be able to, never
My voice trailed off Lost interest in living Flew away like a dove No more of your decieving
It is so nice to be away From life, from here It is the last day When my voice, you can hear
You lied once more Pretended to be nice All the laughter galore In your unfaithful eyes
You think I never knew? Of all the people you have told! What you were up to My soul you have sold...
You believed me! That I've died Now I can see From whom I tried to hide!
Forgive you? Forget the thought I despise you more by the hour! To think you knew what is true and what is not Locked up high in your tour
Jump for me From the highest floor Just so I can see What I have been waiting for...
No answer follows Gone forever In the deathly shallows Believe it? Never...
I want to die I just can't stand it no more I need to hide From the reason I am living for... | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:31 pm | |
| Dear Mommy
Dear Mommy,
A boy brought a gun to school Everyone thinks he's cool It turned out to be a bad day I asked him to put it away He told me no He said he'd use it if I didn't go So I ran But he came after me This isn't the way I wanted it to be I was so afraid to die I could do nothing but cry He caught me mommy I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger mommy I just froze He started to tear my clothes I was so scared Nobody even cared You could hear me scream and shout Not knowing what it was all about I'm so sorry mommy I miss you mommy I know daddy doesn't know what to do But tell him I miss him too My boyfriend Jake, I loved him Please be sure to tell him And my little brother Joey I know his future will never be dim I'm sorry I had to go mommy I love you mommy I'm sorry | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:32 pm | |
| No Promise, No Tears
A touch to be felt, A kiss that's been given The words to be heard With ears that's been sealed
No promise to be made, No tears shall be spilled The path that's been chosen Are routes that cause me ill
The love had been given, It's time to cower in silence No promise to be made, No tears shall be spilled
My signs has its picture My care forever linger The roses that's been sent, Are clues to how I end
No promise to be made, No tears shall be spilled The roses that you have, Are thorns that pierce me through
No promise to be made, With life it comes to fate No tears shall be spilled When my soul is rest in peace | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:34 pm | |
| Dream…
It makes me sick to think, I treat you so bad, cause I do, I’m sorry you ever loved me, I’m sorry I fell for you,
I used to smile. You’d smile back, And tonight will be the night.. I'll do this for you, This time I'll do it right,
Back in your embrace once more, Feeling the closeness and the beat of your heart, The feel of your breath on my cheek, And this time. We’ll never part,
You'll look into my eyes, With your hand against my face, You'll kiss me so gently. So soft, And feel my heart start to race,
You'll kiss my cheek, Whisper honest that you love me, Say I am your world, And that you'll never leave..
I'll feel like crying... Cause I'll know it's all true, And that when we're over, There won't be any other like you..
So why am I sitting here without you? Why did I ever let you go? I didn't say I love you, Then It was too late to let you know,
The guilt will be with me always, Now I know you were so in love with me, I played around with your brain, I killed you, I’m so sorry!
How could I ever forgive myself? For the beautiful boy that went away, Who loved me so much, Who took his life just for something that I. Forgot to say,
Tonight in my dreams I'll love you once more, I'll remember these times, And I’ll never forget that, A guy like you is impossible to find. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:35 pm | |
| In Memory of the Fallen Soldiers
Forward march, to the lively battle, Around and round herded like cattle, Across the grassy plains, Those there to protect, endure all the pain.
The blood stained grass, Grenades at every path, Win, they must surpass, Evade their enemies wrath.
Protect their homes where loved ones reside, Blades at the ready, and guns are held up high, All the tears and pain aside, It's not befitting just a good-bye.
Deep in the trenches, Where their stomach wrenches, Bloodshot eyes are wary, They wish they were home, No dangers to roam, Home and all the more merry.
Though instead they fought, For us at home, So many soldiers we regret, No, don't send them off; Lest We Forget. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 4:35 pm | |
| Suicide Note
Dear Reader,
if your reading this you'll know by now that I'm gone, My mind, my spirit have disappeared all that is left is my body.
you are probably wondering what has happened to me why I lay mangled and broken, it is all because of my pain that is better left unspoken.
Why did I do it? Why did I commit suicide you ask it’s all because of this damn depression that drove me to the edge?
I couldn't take the pain and suffering. the emptiness was eating me alive. therefore, I did the only thing I could think of. Freeing my self from my mind.
I was going insane but no one seemed to notice that death's hand was taking its toll that misery had done her bidding and I was her new victim.
I cried out and begged for mercy but I was too far-gone, I screamed for help but no one seemed to come along I was tired of pulling on the chains that bound me to this hate
I needed to escape! therefore, I finally did it I took away my life and now I am free, free from my existence
sincerely, Ashley, your dead and forgotten friend | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:24 pm | |
| Where Angels Lie
Follow me down this road Follow me down until there is no turning back Follow me off this ledge Follow me below this dense earth Follow me up to these iron gates Follow me into heaven Follow me to where angels lie | |
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Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:25 pm | |
| Falling Down Stairs
Tonight she'll find no comfort Its banging on the door again...
In a flash shes on the floor Tears forming And blood streaming
She awakes in the hospital room Dad standing over her Panic tearing at his face She could barely see But she knew who it was...
The doctor came in She fell down the stairs The dad had said She was such a clumsy little girl Somtimes it happened two or three times a week
Days later she was back again In the morgue they took her this time Fragile and broken frame covered by a sheet. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:26 pm | |
| Mommy, I’m Fine
Don't worry I'm fine No really mom, I'm okay I'm just dying inside Its what I call, everyday
Don't worry mom They're only tears Remember me when I fall Forget all my fears
No, nothing happened today Everything was great My only lie upon my face My only key to escape
I'm just going to my room And closing the door Yes mom, I'm okay As I cry my eyes out on the floor
Are you sure your okay? Your eyes, their red I swear to God I'm fine mom My lies, I dread
Another to cast a smile And I continue to lie My mom believes I'm fine When inside I want to die
What happened at school? A question asked each day Just another day of work I would always say
Your not yourself You seem all depressed Another lie I say Mom, we are all different than the rest
Another day goes by And my tears continue to fall I'm fine mom Really, its nothing at all
When she asks again I’ll tell her what’s true I’ll start from day one And end at what’s new
Ill take out the good And say all the bad The real reason To why I'm sad
I’ll show her my wrists And my thousands of marks Ill tell her what’s real And Ill throw out my hearts
I’ll kiss her goodnight And wish her sweet dreams Funny she wont ask what’s wrong I’ll sleep with my screams
In the morning She'll find a note Please don't be sad mommy Just learn to cope
Dear mommy, I’ll start to say Please forgive me This really was a bad day
You asked what was wrong And I continued to lie About how everyday was a reminder That I wanted to die
I let out my tears All on the floor You see this note? CAUTION: When you open the door
For I will be behind it And wont be able to speak I’ll be on my bed I've reached my peak
My time was up And so were my fears As I continued to fall So did my tears
Its getting hard to understand Getting hard to write I'm getting weaker by the moment This all seems so right
I'm sorry I had to do this But I wasn't okay Even when you asked I lied to this day
I'm sorry mommy But I couldn't run I was tired And this life wasn't much fun
There’s only one thing to say Because my heart rate is going down I know you'll be sad With the news around town
Just forget I was sad Forget I was depressed I guess its true what they say We are all different than the rest
My voice is getting weaker Its getting hard to see Everything I'm writing Describes all of me
Please understand That I am really brave I'm still your little angel Put that on my grave
Bring me flowers And what’s wrong is in the wind Forgive me father For I have sinned
I’ll be your light upon your cheek And your only escape And when you ask what’s wrong I’ll tell you I was raped
I was scared to tell you And scared for it to be real I ran to the edge And made a deal
My blood is all around me I'm getting really scared But I cant change my life Even if I was dared
Its time for me to go I’ll send down my light For that should show all my lies And all my held in fright
I’ll save a place for you above Where you can stay Next time when you ask The truth, Ill say
I can barley hold this pencil I can barely even write I love you mommy But it ends tonight... | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:26 pm | |
| Ask, Beg, Plead
Ask for eternal damnation, And I'll hand you my knife. Ask for endless salvation, And I'll give you my life.
Beg for death's hands, And I'll hand you my gun. Beg for a caring man, And I'll be your only one.
Plead for a new beginning, Even death comes too slow. Plead for the cleansing of sinning, Even in death I won't let you go. | |
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Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:28 pm | |
| Last Night
I never heard that car start up I never heard the car door shut I never heard his evil laugh As he rounded that camorra I stepped of the sidewalk Never expecting The car never stopped It never slowed down I guess they didn't see me Stepping into the street Or maybe they just never cared That stop sign was forgotten I don't know what happened next I just heard the thump And then felt the pain I never thought it would be my last night I never expected it could end so soon I never thought it would be me Lying on the street covered in blood I guess he just never saw that girl Skipping across the street | |
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| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:29 pm | |
| Please, World
Please, nothings wrong with me, why can't the world just leave me be I have never killed anyone I have never held a gun
Please, tell me what’s wrong with me just tell me so I may see why those people treat me so and put me on display, am I a show?
Please, God, answer my prayer or do you not even care that I turn to you with such a plight tell why I'm such a blight
Please, father stop hitting me Stop the fists so I may flee mother only stands to the side I guess the only harm is my pride
Please, father look at my face why did you bring me into this place how can you live knowing you are the man who gave me this ghastly scar
Please, People, why won't you care why is it you won't let me share with you a place in the sun I promise, I won't hurt anyone
Please, God, why aren't you there all you are is an idea in which prayer doesn't seem like a waste of breath Please deliver me from my death
Please nothings wrong with me I have ran from sea to sea I have seen some vile acts yet you all ignore the facts
Please everyone, why don't you care turn your face like I'm not there filthy world you'll learn your place, I'll force you to look into my face
Please world, just suffer and die I wish to hear your every cry let you feel the pain as i do And watch as the sky falls upon you
Please world, You've broke my soul split me apart, I'm no longer whole I have fought such a hard fight but I cannot match your might
Please world don't hate me how can you know who I will be I'm only 16, I may be your friend but you act like I'll kill you in the end
PLEASE WORLD, LOOK AT ME why can no one ever see THE ANGUISH OF MY BATTERED LIFE why the shape of my soul is carved by strife
Goodbye world, I hope your proud you beat me down and laid a shroud across my face for the end I'd still be here if I had just one friend | |
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Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:29 pm | |
| A Final Goodbye
This is the last testament of a perished soul, Freed from the torment of a life that binds, Unable to bear living with the path before me, For today at the twelve hour, I will have died.
Constantly plagued by past regret, Lost companions from foolish mistakes, Unable to shake the thoughts that bombard my head, The welcome silence of my death I take,
Living in solitude, but not by choice, No one left to care even why this heart bleeds, Sinking further into the depths of hell, With every day I continue to breathe,
I have exhausted my options, Believe me, I've tried, I'm just a shell of a person, Completely dead inside. | |
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| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:30 pm | |
| My Black Rose
Poisoned spikes of a black rose Dangerous, yet so pretty Is this what you chose? No, you couldn't, nearly...
Do you know anything? Where is your pride? You don't know everything You don't need to hide
Someone will still find you No matter how hard you try My black rose, so true... But please don't cry...
You think so much of yourself Depression and emotions gaining on you But why would you kill yourself? There is so much out there new!
Your poison still defeats you But no blood, can you see? I guess you knew And simply fooled me...
My black rose, again You are afraid of life Can you feel the rain Drowning you alive?
Hide somewhere safely You don't know where to turn. But you are just making Your presious soul to burn
Open your sparkling eyes Hell is gone, you are back Suddenly my black rose dies And falls again into the crack
But dreams are just wishes And she simply dreams Because she really misses Everything that life doesn't seem
Lying on the cold ground No strength to scream Not making any sound She just lies there and beams
So colorful and bright She leads herself the way back home Black rose, shines like a light Left all alone...
Trapped in her fears Her world collapse No more tears And no more life perhaps
My black rose, forever I shall never forget you No secrets told, I won't ever Just remember to be true... | |
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| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:31 pm | |
| What Is Your Answer?
She's the girl you think is something. But to her she’s absolutely clueless. What are the chances of you being nothing? When you are her absolute happiness.
Take some time to think. Will you stay with her and keep her happy? Or let her take her sadness with a drink. You should know she’d just feel crappier.
She's never drank. But do you think you can stop her first? This isn't a big prank. But the question of the worst.
What will it be...? Telling her, you love her? Or lying and saying you hate her? | |
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| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:31 pm | |
| Butterflies and Hurricanes
The little creatures, Dainty in their nature, Flicked the walls of my stomach. Softly, at first, but then more rapidly, Churning the remnants of my last meal.
Convict meeting the awaiting noose; I approached you with caution. The butterflies quickened, sensing your presence. The adrenaline pounded through my veins with urgency. Shivering, softly, as sweat cooled my back, I willed myself to continue.
My eyes fluttered over your body, Desperate to absorb every detail, To thrive and feed on later. Rearranging my features into a wide smile, I scrutinized your every reaction. Waiting.
Waiting for the impending doom. The smallest chink in the silver lining. Waiting for you to realize, Realize that I don't deserve you.
But there you stood. The creatures in my abdomen Knocked against the walls, Demanding to be free of their cage.
I had dreamed of this moment, Fantasizing over glorious unions, But as you took my hand, The butterflies began their escape.
Not up my throat, Filling my chest with indescribable feelings. Not out of my mouth, Fluttering inches from your wonder. No, they carelessly charged through my veins, My nerves, my bones, every part of my anatomy. Growing in size, growing in strength As I took your face in my hands.
In that immeasurable moment, The world was our own. Time stood still for us. The world stopped spinning for us. Then, now and forever, Our feelings shall never be caged again. | |
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| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:31 pm | |
| She Opened Her Eyes
Out from the world away from the fright she opend her eyes and whispered " oh what a sight"
Her hourglass is turned Now the time wont run out she is finally smiling she can now sing, and shout
She is finally herself with no, if ands, or buts she has finally healed she has no bleeding cuts
Her razors have melted and so have the scars she has opened her heart and ripped down the bars
Because of that boy with the shinny eyes she is falling hard for him, and his beautiful lies You Had Changed For The Worst | |
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