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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 7:05 pm | |
| Missing Piece
My life is a gigantic puzzle, coming together piece by piece. One piece I have been looking for for a very long time. Has finally been found… He’s got blue eyes, and brown hair. He’s the missing piece to my life, the one I’ve been looking for. He completes me, he makes me feel loved. He makes me… me. He made my life better. I love him with all my heart, Nothing is wrong when I’m with him. He’s my missing puzzle piece. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 7:05 pm | |
| Single Rose
Single rose in a crystal vase Lonely dewdrop tears glisten Vibrant colors fade to pale
No longer kissed by the sun Clouds blanket her world Petals droop in sadness
Love; the waters of life Evaporated from her world Thirsting, she slowly dies
Drops of life touch her face Drinking in the nourishment Sweet taste of his pure love
Passion, love and tenderness Now fill her vacant failing heart Crystal vase now occupied by two | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 7:06 pm | |
| Heart Ache (Triquint)
Words written in verses, they appeal. Sung about in songs you feel. Heart ache, all too real. Ne-er ideal. Hears.
Emotions which are hard to conceal. Feelings that are so surreal. Heart ache, all too real. Ne-er ideal. Tears.
Beliefs that if you were to reveal, Would cause pain too hard to heal. Heart ache, all too real. Ne-er ideal. Fears. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 7:06 pm | |
| The Same, But Deeper Things
We all know how love can be But there is more profound part that you haven’t seen Let my words embrace you now So you may see what love truly means Day to day we read lines that are all the same Love explained in so many different ways Passion and aroma fills our daily lives When love embraces our deepest cries
This title could have been “My written DNA” But what I am planning to explain May change the way love is portrayed Your thoughts may be swayed
Three billion characters deep inside us all This is something remarkable which you all should know A period of sixty nine year is what it takes to read it all The DNA inside us all is a miracle on its own.
If I had to read what my DNA would be Surely I’ll find love of the one who is meant for me This is how I see it in a complete different way Of how love can come to be in mysterious hidden ways
I dedicate this poem to the love and the one I chose For I’ll read his DNA, to learn the love he displays Sixty nine year isn’t a problem for me For eternal life is something that was given to me | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 7:07 pm | |
| Finally
Finally with my true love Lost you once not going to make the same mistake Never again will I listen to people that make up lies Because it isn’t right to lose someone so special You are my true love Never again will I lose you I am happy when I am with you all the time Can’t wait to see you on the weekends Can’t wait to be with you forever Finally with my true love again Can’t believe I lost you the first time Never again will I hurt you It makes me sad to see you upset… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 9:58 pm | |
| In All Honesty
To be honest As single individuals I think we’re both just a mess Of human insecurities At least, that’s how it seems Some days The days when we’re apart But together I swear there’s nothing in the world That makes more sense than us And the way our bodies fit so perfectly With each finger laced tight around the other
To be honest It wasn’t your music that dream me to you To me, it was something deeper It was the way you challenged everything in your way Went against all odds to follow your dreams It was the way you sang your heart to the world And took absolutely nothing for granted Because you worked so hard to get where you are today It was your strength Your passion Your heart
To be honest I never wanted any of this Until my eyes glued to yours that night You are the reason I wake with a feeling of completion And drift to dreams with such a sensation of peace Your words lift me from the heavy days But your embrace makes me fall to my knees I’ve never touched the soul of perfection Until my heart met with your hands Because you hold every ounce of my being with care To make sure the world’s harm never grazes my skin It’s the way I still feel your love from hundreds of miles away The way you make me dream bigger when I’m awake The feeling that life will only get better from here The feeling of breathlessness And being “at home” anywhere in the world As long as you’re by my side
To be honest I really do love you with every bit of my existence I’ve never felt more alive And I’ve never been more excited to live
To be honest I can’t wait to live my life without you by my side | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 9:59 pm | |
| You Came
When I saw it was you, Heading to my seat I lit up. I couldn’t believe you came.
Mommy, you came to my recital. My tenth year of dancing and you came. I was so full of joy I almost burst with happiness.
That day you were supposed to call, but you didn’t. Instead you gave me the surprise of my life. By showing up to my tenth year.
I was so nervous backstage. Because I wanted to impress you, By how good I had gotten.
During awards I got my ten year trophy. I was so happy you were there to see. I couldn’t have wished a better thing.
After the show you gave me a hug, You told me how proud you were of me. Then gave me my flowers.
I started crying like a baby, Because you were going back home. Back up to Maine that same day.
You started to cry too. I already miss you. But I’m so happy you came. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:00 pm | |
| If You Love Me… (Rowan’s POV)
I’ll crown you with many crowns If you’ll say yes And they’ll stop treating you like a clown If you’ll agree to come over to my place
You’ll stop living in dreams As reality swallows you within All your needs will be met If you’ll agree to take my hand
I will be your cornerstone, but above all your best friend And I will buy you a beautiful gown on our special wedding day
You will laugh like a princess and live like a queen And I will hold my stand and be your forever king
Stories will be written and our pictures portrayed And life will be a beauty for us all the while | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:01 pm | |
| Over and Over
Your gestures don’t fill my desire I fill my room up in a trash bag I can’t make a dollar before I’m fired Come tomorrow, I’ll be evicted And you’ll ask me to come back In spite of everything I just said
I’m fighting you off, playing fetch Just like a vulture’s been led You’re just another cold to catch I’d rather sleep on a park bench any day Then feel you crawl into my bed You’re pulling until there’s nothing left to say
I’ve set my argument as best as I can I’ve sealed it well No, it isn’t easy to have your first love’s hand Until it’s peacefully glued But it is easy to say I’ve been to some sort of hell Now, I’m damn sure I have nothing left to lose
I don’t need a restraining order to keep you away Don’t need to change my name Just need some alcohol and we’ll talk another day Boy, you know I’ve a got a life before me here It just takes my by surprise I haven’t seen you in years | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:01 pm | |
| My First Real Love
This is how my first love began…
We met through friends I liked you, but was too shy to say You likes me too, but was also too shy One night at our club we went Dancing, drinking and talking we were Sending flirt signals Poking, teasing and laughing Having a good time we just had to dance The song we danced to was our ultimate song
Our first kiss on the dance floor Smiles across each of our faces Like a slow motion movie We danced and drank some more The next morning as we arrive home You begged me to sleep by you As we lay, my head on your chest I just knew this had to be Felt like love at first sight
Time flew by as we grew stronger Our love was so pure and strong Never to let go of what we have Months are passing We are so happy nobody could understand us Always laughing and playing You are my true love
Now ten thousand miles away from me Things feel so hard away from you Maybe this was meant to be They always say Absence makes the heart grow fonder I need you here in my arms I wanna go back to our very first night and dance To the very first time you told me you love me When we could stare into each other’s eyes for hours Without saying a word you knew everything You knew what I was thinking You knew all my deep thoughts I had
Now thinking of my future Of how I wish we could spend our lives together How I wish we could spend more time together This is the story of my first real love The guy who stole my heart and will always have it The guy who showed me real love
This is a story of a girl, who loves a guy so much she would move those ten thousand miles just to see him smile, To see him laugh and cry. This is the guy who will be first and last true love…
Rowan this story is about you! I love you boo boo always will! | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:02 pm | |
| The Day I Found You
The day I let go of my obsession over him Was the day I looked up and saw you You were standing there So perfect, so amazing I knew you had to be mine
I found you, my other half The one who loved me for me The one who completed my life The one who holds my heart, and knew what it meant The one who holds me when I’m scared The one who knows how I’m feeling before I do I found you, my other half
The day I let go of my obsession over him Was the day I looked up and saw you You were standing there So perfect, so amazing And now you are mine | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:03 pm | |
| 10 Signs You’re Falling in Love
10. You can’t stay mad at him more than a minute, you actually have to try to stay mad at him. 9. You read his text messages over and over again until you’ve got it memorized. 8. You feel shy whenever you’re with him even if you’re usually outgoing. 7. You can’t help, but look at him all the time 6. You always find yourself thinking about him. 5. You realize that you’re always smiling to yourself when you think of him. 4. You start listening to slow love songs. 3. You’ll do anything for him. 2. Just by thinking about him, your heart beats faster and faster. 1. While reading this, there was someone on your mind the whole time. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:03 pm | |
| Love At First Sight (Virtual Love)
Since I saw your image I felt something about you As I read your comments my heart jumped so You sound so sweet when you write a message
Oh dear, I must admit that I’m falling for you Even I don’t you in real life But this feeling is stranger I don’t know how to explain how much I’m longing for you The one who steals my sleep is you Cause you’re hunting me through I cuddled and press my pillow at night Imaging it was you
I wish you were here To fulfill my desire But you are out there
I can’t wait it anymore I want to be with you I want to feel your love Oh baby, I’m so in love with you…
My feelings for you are strong than anything in the world I don’t know how to explain this… But I love you so much my darling This love of mine it’s just for you from heaven sent by our Lord | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:04 pm | |
| He Took It Away
I have been through what you can no longer see I loved a man who can no longer save me I sing, I dance, I work At a place where girls are no longer pure
I hated my life but I can’t just go I have a sibling that is behind my steps My body was ruined but not I My soul is within me, that is what they can’t have
I closed myself up and let no other in That other can’t just be any man But I am a woman and my heart is soft I open my eyes and with a blink, he was gone
I was in a accident, I was alone No one but me and my sibling Sitting here for him to come He was gone with my life
He took the money that I created from my job He took my life I am no longer useful The life that I have suffered is no longer here
I gave it up My life that I have suffered for… Sorry my dear sibling I have to go… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:04 pm | |
| That Look in Your Eyes…
That look in your eyes…
That look in your eyes Always puts a smile on my face Each second each minute Of my day’s it always makes them Shiner than ever…
You’re my only star Up in those cloudy, dark clouds… With every look I take at you The more you shine up in the clouds…
You are the one that will always Shine… just like you’re beautiful smile… Inside my heart you have brought your light With you… to fade away the dark And keep me away from all the loneliness And painless. That was about to enter My soul… But you came right that second And faded it all away from My beautiful soul… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:05 pm | |
| All Over Again
I find myself breathing, But it’s too hard to smile, Each day that I live, Is supposed to be worthwhile.
But I find that they’re not, Trapped by these fears, So my minutes are wasted, And flow in my tears.
I’m lost in the darkness, Controlled by the light, I can’t wake up to reality, Now, is that all right?
I’m walking in a daze, Sometimes feeling nothing at all, And I’m too afraid to reach out, Just in case I fall.
I’m in these shallow waters, Trying not to slip, Surrounded by my shadow, I’m slowly losing grip.
And nothing makes sense, Except the agony inside me, The road is mark clearly, But it’s too hard to see.
So I ask myself the question, What am I doing in this place? Because it’s just another awakening, Until fall back down in my face.
And it will start all over, Just like the day before, And I’ll just lay jaded, Damaged on the floor. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:06 pm | |
| No More
I can’t take it anymore.
Rip this maggot-infested core from my being And use your modern conveniences to Make it palatable So that they whose glass eyes are blind to me Those who laugh at me in their silent sub-consciousnesses Those who persecute me May swallow it And like a strawberry after-taste May they be pleasantly surprised by the bitter-sweet oblivion they call home
Then, they might just taste the reality of me… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:06 pm | |
| The Broken Daffodil
I opened my petals to you And nourished your weakness You grew strong and tall While you sucked my nectar dry And then you plucked my petals One by one Slowly, painfully… And trampled me into the dirt
Now you are a skyscraper Towering over my fossilized remains Leaving dirty footprints on The cigarette-burnt trampoline Of what sadly is still my heart Pumping, pumping… Barely audible To the one it labors for
Farewell to my garden of rocks I will suffocate you no longer You can have your beauty again And win first prize at the fair Maybe they’ll keep you as a pot plant Somewhere between the steel and filth Daylight, night… Yet darkness all the same. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:07 pm | |
| Setting Free
Burn the flesh It feels so good But if I could Make it okay I would But that isn’t the picture I have to release the pain So I can stay maintained And be a normal person But on the inside I’m not the same On the inside I’m a helpless stranger Wanting to break free Waiting for the moment of freedom That will never come | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:07 pm | |
| Painful Secrets
These roses lay silently Over an unmarked grave Of the girl That finally caved
For so many years She fought hard to be strong But she lost it all She just didn’t belong
She walked through school With her head hung low Just to hide the bruises So no one would know
Her life at home Wasn’t one to brag about To deal with the pain And the vile escaping his mouth
He cursed her name And through her against the wall So she said that’s enough She will no longer crawl
She stood tall Taking his blows She fell into a pile Now everyone knows
He doesn’t visit her grave No apologies this time But it’s all right Because now she flies | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:08 pm | |
| I Thought They Wouldn’t
They say I can be anyone But at the moment I feel like a no one They say they love me Yet I’m still not free from misery They give me everything But still I feel nothing They say they’ll understand But yet if they knew, I know they won’t | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:09 pm | |
| Fool Herself
She can’t hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind the lies. And at night she cries away her pride, with eyes shut tight staring at her insides. All her friends know why she can’t sleep at night, all her family asking is she all right. All she wants to do is get rid of this hell, well all she’s got to do is stop kidding herself. She can only fool herself for so long. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:09 pm | |
| Blackened Rain
Sometimes the world is too black to record Some things are just too often ignored And sometimes the rain falls harder than then And it feels that you’ll never stand up straight again
[The blackened rain begins to fall]
Sometimes I try things, to be better I guess But really, I’m not gaining any success ‘Cause too often one of you will lend a hand As I shake it away and alone I will stand
[The blackened rain creates a wall]
The rain crashes down on the roof of a room Silent grey walls shielding silent black gloom The room starts to shrink from the noise up above You’re the only one left, apart from a dove
[The blackened rain makes you feel so small] | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:09 pm | |
| Never Say Forever
Never say I love you, if you really don’t care. Never talk about feelings, if they aren’t really there. Never hold my hand, if you are going to break my heart. Never say you are going to, if you don’t plan to start. Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie. Never say hell, if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then at least try. Never say forever, because forever makes me cry. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 21, 2009 10:10 pm | |
| Never Say Forever
Memories of me and you just linger in my head, You told me that you loved me I said I loved you too. I thought you really meant it, I thought you told me the truth. If you really loved me, then why aren’t you here? You said you’d never hurt me and we’d be together forever? But I guess forever is just another useless word.
When I see you, it hurts so bad. I could see how much I cared for you, and wanted to be with you. I feel like I’m a fool just madly, deeply in love. I had opened up and let you in my heart. But all you did was take advantage.
I’ve been thinking about what’s right and I need to move on. Ever since the day we met to the last time we made love, will be cherished. Those nights were for me and you, With a love of passion, it was supposed to be true. I gave you my heart, and all of my trust. You have taught me so much that I have ever hoped to ever learn. I’ll always have a special place for you in my heart. But I now have to look to the future for a brand new start. I won’t forget your smile or the way you made me feel. A strange and unique bond that’s more than just appeal. You were my first and only true love of my life.
I gave you a precious gift, you gave me one too. You told me you loved me, but it wasn’t true. It did crush me at first, Now I just want to move on since you are forever gone. You really did break my heart in two. You’re not the first one, who looked at me and lied, But I did think you were different, I thought you were the one and I would spend the rest of my life with. But that is done with, us is done with. | |
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