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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 12:59 am | |
| Suicide Virgin
It’s a terrifying sound when you can’t fill your lungs A song even worse when your heart speaks in tongues Every word softly spoken now screams in agony As you remember what she said and what you used to be And I’ll leave this world with the kick of a chair The noose tightens and strangles and rips out my hair But I never thought I’d yell this as I die I love you, I love you, I love you… Goodbye… | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:00 am | |
| Angel Eyes (Guys POV)
With her back to me, a woman sat alone Around her an aura of sadness and pain Feeling that I should lend comfort, I approached Reaching out touching her shoulder
Immediately my lungs gasp for precious air Heart feebly tried to continue beating Terror as I have never known gripped me One look and my soul became a prisoner
Resplendent eyes pulled in like a whirlpool Wrenched by waves of melancholic emotions Trembling I stared deep into the bowels of hell Events of unimaginable magnitude flashed before me
Mass murders, war, racial discord reigned blood Starving babies, disease destruction of our planet She showed me all the hate in a godless world Looking away, she released me from this horror
Sobbing my body slumped weakly to the floor Lamenting the death and suffering, she had shown me This angel harbored the sorrows of the world In the most glorious eyes of the color spectrum | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:00 am | |
| Excuse the Mess
Excuse the mess I’m not perfect The lives I destroy The memories I infect
I can’t believe I’m doing this The sharp end of this blade is so rough It’s sending a message to my life I never knew it was this tough
Falling apart with each mistake I make I lost what kept me together Or have I just lost my mind? I thought it would last forever
The pain, the agony The cut of flesh and bone Take it all away My feelings have turned stone
Excuse the mess I had it under control Just walk away I’ve lost my self-control | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:00 am | |
| Slice, Dice, and Cut
I slice. I dice. I cut. I bleed. I let my blade take the lead.
I don’t want to live. I have nothing left to give.
My heart and soul are dead, Because of something he said.
I take a breath and cut some more, Watching my blood hit the floor.
I feel so weak, As a tear streams down my cheek.
As I take my last breath, I reach for you, But you’re not there. It’s okay, it’s not like you’d care! | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:01 am | |
| Beckoning
Fallen angel at my feet, Whispered voices at my ear, Death before my eyes, Lying next to me I fear, She beckons me… | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:01 am | |
| Don’t Know What To Do
He has left me bruised Am I alive just to be abused?
What have I done wrong? I’m weak now not strong
Should I just run away? Pack my stuff and go today
But my problems would come with me So nothing would change now I see
But I really want to just move on Cause he won’t care if I’m gone
Maybe take my one last breath And lead myself to death Wish I had the guts to just say goodbye But I don’t I sit there with my knife and cry
Why can’t I just do it now get it over and done Because I know that if I do that, he’s just won | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:02 am | |
| One Last Time
Escape from reality Just give in to insanity You can’t fight this thing anymore I’m sure, I know
Just forget me Forget what we’ve been though Cause I’m sick of remembering it once again Just lay down, and be dead until then
I bid you goodbye, But why won’t you just die? Every time I try You always make me cry
It hurts (the pain) One step closer It hurts (I can’t stay sane) The monster within me is trying to break through | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:02 am | |
| Why
Why is it, people never really care Even though we all breathe the same air Why do people always die And they go but no one even says bye
Does no one live anymore Or is trying to save someone really such a chore These people are dying and can’t seem to heal I can’t help but to wonder, how do their families deal | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:03 am | |
| Human or Demon?
This skin hides all the shame And only I am to blame For all the sins Before the insanity begins The voices in my head Won’t go until I’m dead These hands are the tools That turn wise men into fools This body is not a home But in my mind, I roam Into random points I run to But none of them were you Like a girl whose lost her friend The only one she could depend The markings on my arm Would bring the normal person’s alarm I am not in control For the feelings in my soul What lies under my skin? Only where the demons been I cannot answer Just a deadly cancer That eats at my heart And leaves me in a cart So to my soul, would you save? Before they take me to my grave | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:51 am | |
| Losing My Balance
I'm losing my balance tonight... but I think I'm ready to take this flight. Board the flight of love once more, fly without a worry above the many shores... so will you be there to catch me?
I've got no security blanket beneath me, but I'm counting on you to be there when I fall... cause baby I'm falling fast. I'll always love you with every beat of my heart, so what do you say... should we restart?
[Chorus] 'Cause I'm falling so fast tonight, never thought that this would feel so right... To fall deep again for someone like you... to rekindle our love once lead askew. But I'm ready...and I hope you are too.
I'm now boarding the flight of love, soaring amid the white clouds in the sky, without a worry in the world, I fly... hoping to reach your arms once more, so I'm taking the risk, and I fall....
[Chorus] 'Cause I'm falling so fast tonight, never thought this would feel so right... To fall deep into love again for someone like you, to rekindle our love once lead askew. But I'm ready... and I hope you are too.
..Please baby, say you are too. [x2] | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Sun Jun 28, 2009 8:40 pm | |
| Dear Daddy
Sitting across the table And you can't even look at me The conversation we had Monday And me wondering what have we come to be
We don't talk anymore You can't even look me in the eyes You think it is funny that I wanted to leave But I am not ready to say any goodbyes
You are my daddy I love you with all my heart Even when you drive me crazy I never want to be apart
Daddy I love you so much But things in my life are going crazy I have voices screaming in my head Making everything seem hazy
I want you to look into my eyes And see what I hide inside... pain I have cried so many nights that my pillow looks like it has been in the rain
I need you to talk to me Even just for a minute Please hold me in your arms Just for a second
You are my daddy I never want to loose you I want to stay at home I really and truly do
But when you say stuff like that It makes me want to leave I want to walk out that door But still hide the tears I don't want you to see
My mind goes none stop My heart beats in my hand Red on my wrist In a nice pretty band
No one can stop me Or at least not this time Nothing can help it Not even a great rhyme
I want to feel something Something other then pain I need to feel something So I know I am not insane
But for now I will not leave I will stay at home Because no matter how much we fight We are still family... flesh and bone | |
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