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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:31 pm | |
| Forgotten Truth
I’ll be searching forever in your eyes, For that truth that I seek. I’ll look for it through all the lies, I don’t want my future to be so bleak.
Close out the dark, listen to your beating heart. Let yourself go into my living night. Wake with a jolt at the very start. In this world, everything starts to tear.
Sweat runs slowly down your face, And you quickly begin to panic. You feel as if you’re vanishing without a trace. Oh, so very tragic…
I’m still searching forever in your eyes. Swimming, searching, for the truth I seek. I’m drowning all of your lies. Why, why does the future seem bleak?
Have you ever wondered Just what the forgotten truth really is? My whole world is upside down, getting plundered. Within your eyes, there’s no heavenly bliss.
I’m searching forever in your eyes That forgotten truth in which I seek. (For us) I’m drowning in your pool of lies. (Lust) Why, why does our future look so bleak? (Trust?)
Are you listening to my beating heart? (Alive) Are you terrified of my living nightmare? (That lives within me?) Did you ever love me at the start? (You won’t survive) Listen carefully; you’ll hear my beating heart beginning to tear! (You’re blind of what you need to see)
That the forgotten truth isn’t in your eyes. (I’ve been searching for way too long) It lies deep within mine. (It stares at you through a broken mirror) Are you drowning inside your own pool of lies? (The passion is gone) The sun can no longer shine (In my eyes of fire. You can’t shed a tear)
Closing out the dark to listen to my beating heart. It’s the nightmare, gone, and I am sheer To win, I didn’t know at the start. Listen to me; I can’t shed a… Tear!
No more searching within your eyes. There’s no truth for me to seek. (I finally see) I’m still drowning in your pool of lies. If you ask me, your future is looking pretty bleak (When you’re without me.) | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:31 pm | |
| Why is it?
There’s a love here left unknown. I close my eyes and his image is beside me. I open them, he’s gone. A warm breeze reminds me of his touch. When it ends, I feel cold. A touch to soft red lips, I can feel his gentle, longing kiss. When the touch fades, I feel his kiss lingering over my lips. Why is it, he’s always on my mind? Why is it, I feel his presence everywhere? He told me it couldn’t work, but we both feel… Maybe it can and we’re just afraid… To set the future now? | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:44 pm | |
| Why is it? (Part 2)
There’s a love left unknown between us. You and me. When I close my eyes, I see his image right beside me. When I open them, he’s gone. When the warm breeze blows against me, I can feel his touch. When it fades, I feel cold. As I sleep, there’s a cool caress on my lips And I feel his kiss. When I wake, the kiss lingers. Why is it his presence is always her, But his heart is not near me? Could it be that he loves me, But is afraid to give up his heart? | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:45 pm | |
| Someone
As a child, all you really need is Someone who cares about you; Someone to hold you; Someone to say ‘I love you’ And mean it. But when you grow up, That someone fades… | |
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Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:45 pm | |
| Mother, sister, brother…
Close your eyes just to shut out all the pain. What really is the purpose of being alive? Is it the yearn to strive? Or the fact, without family noone can survive? Do you wish to leave that hateful, invisible stain?
When everyone gives up on you and begins telling lies, What will you live for? Will you just lie there on the God-forsaken floor, Saying you can’t live your life anymore? Just see your life in your mother’s eyes.
She cries heavy-heartedly for you. Seeing her child hurting and beginning to cry… Your mother won’t ever say “Goodbye”. She’ll cry for eternity, it begins the day you die. Is that what you want to put your mother through?
Your little sister hears all your lies. She sees all of your pain. On her fingertips, a blood red stain, And her tears fall like a heavy rain. As you walk away, do you notice all the hurt in her eyes?
She cries with your mother over your grave. She holds her tight And they remember nothing went right, But the light then seemed bright. Holding onto you, made them brave.
Then comes your big brother. He’s strong with a heart of gold. The things he said made him bold, But his heart sank when he was told… Dead, is the first daughter of his mother.
He stands looking sadly at your face. A tear does sting his eye, In a coffin does his baby sister lie. He remembers when you were young, you were shy. Along your soft skin does his finger trace.
Little sister, Madison. Brad, my big brother. There’s something I wish to tell. With your help, I can get myself well. Then maybe, I won’t go to hell. Please, help me tell mother… | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:39 pm | |
| Inside Me
Stretching my limbs through this life, I’ve last longer than I thought. No hurt or pain passing me by— Unlike the happiness and joy so many see. The shrapnel I’ve felt Has more than splintered my heart And soul; It’s ripped apart my mind and set my life aflame. Take aim at my heart, I dare you. But have your fun… You won’t hit it; I’d have to have a heart before you could. Do me a favor, before you end me, however… Slice open my chest with your name, And crawl around inside my chest So you’ll always know what I felt. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:40 pm | |
| I Hate You
I hate the way you talk to me, I hate the way you make me cry. Why do you act like no other? Why don you act like I’m not there.
I’m here, can you see me? I hate the way you look. I am not poison, I’m just me.
I hate how you call me weird, I hate all the nasty things you say. Why am I different you ask? Why are you?
I’m different, yes. That’s just the way I am. I’m not special. I’m not anyone else. I am me, can’t you see?
I hate all you are. I hate how you walk. I hate how you talk. I hate how you are not you | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:56 pm | |
| For You
Tears are the most precious of gems And the most painful of knives. Their smooth wetness is dull, Matching the dimmed light in the eye, Trickling on the most unexpected of days And pouring relentlessly on the loneliest of nights. Meshing one with flesh and breath, Causing blood to arise. Sometimes they are the effect of passion; Anger, sorrow, glee, But on this day They rain confusion as they stream down my cheek. Pictures blur so quickly before me, Mingling with joyous flashbacks and hinting of explanations. I hardly notice them As they shred my face to numbness, Parading so melodically, oh, so silently. The saltiness like that of ocean spray Coats my lips for tongue to taste so bitterly And the fresh feeling Of an early morning’s breeze Dances on eyelashes blinking to the beat. I shake and tremble, Fearing what I know not. A connection, a line is formed. Between heart and ache; sob and pain In a circle, they leave thought behind I am left with one knowledgeable fact; They fall for you. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:57 pm | |
| [Insert Name]
Since you left that night, All I remember now is your Hateful words. Now you treat me differently You treat me like someone else. All the hate in your eyes, Was once your love for me? I try to make you laugh, You say I am being hateful. So… For your sake, I will hide. For your sake, I am all alone. For your sake, I will pretend… It was not real. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:57 pm | |
| Forever
Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I’m shy to talk to you. You’re the eagle I must watch No matter what I do.
You’re the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies.
I would take your for my own Could I, but have your wings, Could I, but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings.
Could I, but have you for my love How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:58 pm | |
| Valentine’s Day
Happy Valentine’s, my love! All my love is yours. Praised be love that brings us home, Pilgrims to these shores. Yearnings here find harborage; Vanities, sly smiles. All that righteous anger rends, Love her reconciles. Even in the darkness where No bitterness finds rest, Thoughts of you are like a dawn Intent on happiness. No would I have so light a heart Except that, I am blessed! I wish you were my valentine Though I may not be yours, And I may, in my ignorance, Be speaking to closed doors. I have no inkling of your heart, No hint what you might say; But when I think of you, the sun Will just not go away.
There is in you, a loveliness That makes my darkness smile, And so I’ll wait, if wait I must, To be your valentine. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:59 pm | |
| The Sun Will Shine Again
When my letter reaches you, Please don’t break the seal, Just wait a little while, Give it time to heal, And I believe you’ll understand, Just exactly how I feel, This is my last and most loving request. With a restless innocence, Our hearts began to race, With one thing on our mind, We foolishly embraced, Now as twilight closes in, I see you from a distant place, And I wish for you all the courage that you’ll ever need, To be your best! And although it storms and it’s raining outside, All the people of the city still believe in the existence of the sun. And a forgotten melody, And the birds in our hands, A life without pain, Is a life without joy, without fun! | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:59 pm | |
| Tired Life
This world’s on fire, But all I’m seeing is black and white. The smoke’s so thick in the air, And I’m still finding my way out. Some red-hot nails on the ground, Though none of this bothers me. I can smell burnt flesh around me, But it’s not making me sick. The oceans are gone, And there’s no more tears for pity. There’s no more trees to climb, So there’s no way to get away. My heart may be full, But it’ll never keep me afloat in ashes. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:00 pm | |
| All for a Tart?
Now its time to live or loose, Play the game or face the blues, All you did was shatter my heart, Don’t worry about that, she was only a tart.
When you think you have friends, Thinking you can make an amense, But you are so wrong, You just need to be strong.
I would cry for you, maybe even die for you, Follow your steps, and do what you do, Love controls you, makes you weak, Hoping for the best, there must be a peak.
The heartbreak and the pain, The glitter and the fame, Is this how it really works, Nothing in life but little perks.
I have nothing but you, nothing to live, No one else, nothing to give, I love you with the whole of my heart, Please don’t ruin this because of a tart. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:01 pm | |
| You and Me
I know that I love you I know this much is true I know that by the fires light I want to be with you
I know that when I wake up It’s your face I want to see And in the daylight hours With you is where I’ll be
And although life may bend us We never break For love and life Has joined us And in our journey we take
We’ll take a stand And mold us Into each others arms And in that molding mold us A baby for our arms | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:01 pm | |
| I Can Tell You Anything
Currently or otherwise I’m here to say That I can tell you anything
You know that I am an open book Just look at the pages within I’ve told my story From start to finish I told you from the start
So now you know In the thick of things that I will spill my heart
I know I can tell you anything For we’ve been friends for years And in the midst of a fit I know wipe my tears
Forever friends Can be wonderful lovers If only their love collides And that my dear Is a dream for me That one day might come true
That in the thick of things You can tell me anything Just like I can | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:02 pm | |
| In The Midst… There is You
In the midst of heartache I feel love And it comes out of nowhere For your love Is like a dream
In so many ways I think of you In so many ways I want you To want me
But I am forever thankful That you are my genuine friend | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:02 pm | |
| Remember Me, When…
Remember me when she asks about your past Tell her what we had never meant to last
Remember me when you first go out Tell her you love her without a single bit of doubt
Remember me when she calls you her life Don’t you ever cause her any kind of strife
Remember me when you hold her hand And when things go wrong, try to understand
Remember me when she sheds her first tear And whenever she needs you, please stay near
Remember me when you kiss her goodnight Keep her smiling and hold her tight
Remember me when you look at her eye Please, don’t leave her wondering why
And remember me when you broke her heart Tell her you’re sorry, smartly play your part
The truth behind your lies, she will never know Just another girl you will forget, once you let her go | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:03 pm | |
| Live You Life With Arms Open Wide
Place your hand upon your chest And feel the significance of embrace
Capture the essence and free your soul Adopt the feelings and let it go
Emotional passion of pure affection Uplifting it is when two hearts meet
Remember cuddles in winter time So shall love make you unwind
With arms wide open you will see That love is something unconditionally
So live your life with full ardent And open wide with lots of pride | |
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Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:04 pm | |
| Cut Here. Cut There.
One cut Two cut Three cut Four Blood is dripping on the floor
Five cut Six cut Seven cut Eight I lie here, waiting for my fate
Nine cut Ten cut Eleven cut Twelve All you people will go to hell
One blade Shiny Cutting through Twelve cuts gleaming Bleeding anew Covered in stains Covered in tears No more horrible Suffering years
Just cut that vein Over there Everything will be over And no one will care
One cut Two cut Three cut Four I can’t live my life anymore
Five cut Six cut Seven cut Eight All I’m feeling is deep red hate
Nine cut Ten cut Eleven cut Twelve I am slowly killing myself
Now I’m dead What’s one more cut More or less? | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:04 pm | |
| Could this be…
I know you don’t know me, But look and see. There is something special, In the way you look at me.
I can’t speak, I can’t breathe. I can’t tell. I look at you and I know How my heart fell.
Could this be just a fling? Could this be a gift from above? Could this be a lie? Could this really be… love?
I won’t talk. I won’t breathe. I need you to get me through. Get me through each day. Each day, I’ll say, “I love you.” | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:05 pm | |
| Daddy
You were there when I took my very first breath. You were there when I took my very first steps. You were there when I was sick. You were there when I smiled wide. You were there, holding me tightly. “Daddy,” is what I very first said to you As I wrapped my hand around your finger.
I know I’m growin’ up faster than you’d like me to But that doesn’t mean I’ve dchanged. On the inside, I’m still that little girl, And she’s crying…
Daddy don’t forget me; what we had. Daddy I don’t want you to go; Don’t leave her behind when she needs you the most. I can’t breathe, or walk. I’m so sick inside; I can’t smile. Daddy, the little girl inside me is crying… Daddy, I miss you the most. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:05 pm | |
| Untitled
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday To the sound of your breath on my neck; The warmth of your lips on my cheek; The touch of your fingers on my skin; And the feel of your heart beating with mine… Know that I could never find that feeling With anyone else other than you. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:06 pm | |
| Dreams
Close your eyes and listen, What do you hear? Is it the wind? Is it the birds? Is it my voice singing this to you? If you dream at night, do you hope it will come true? But sometimes, dreams are meant to be shattered. Dreams are meant to be lost. Dreams are just inside my mind, They don’t mean a thing to me. | |
| | | Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 3:06 pm | |
| Daughter of Hell
I’m the Devil’s Daughter, But I’m God’s Angel. Black wings of heavenly bliss… A gold caress within my eyes, A blackening stab within my heart. Shattered is this heart of hellish stone, Lay before God’s feet immortal child. Cry thine tears of broken heaven and wishful thinking. Tell not the tale of the Lady in Red With beautiful eyes of green and Sleek black hair (so fierce!) I am that wicked Daughter, Daughter of immortality, The daughter of hell on the brink of death. Tell not my Devil child how she, the hellish angel, Crept into thine room in small red dress And golden hair. Bared fangs with no intention to kill… | |
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