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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Mon Jun 08, 2009 3:16 pm | |
| Just Friends?
I love you more every day, My name I long for you to say. Do you know just how I feel? Do you know this love is real? Sometimes I wonder what you think. When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink? Do you dream about me every night? Wish to hug me and hold me tight? Do you think we’re meant to be? Together forever, you and me? These are the questions that run through my mind, Your way into my heart, you did find. It drives me crazy as to what I should do. Should I risk a friendship and confess to you? Or should I keep my feels inside, Keep them locked up, let them hide? I just don’t know what to do anymore, My heart it aches, my heart it’s sore. I love you more than you could know, And I don’t want to ever let you go. So even if I’m just a friend, I’ll always love you until the end. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:04 pm | |
| Keeping It a Secret...
Has memories of the pass flash before me. I notice that you were the one that brought so much happiness. With every moment I remember about you. I wish you were really only mine all over again. But I know deep inside me, That we'll never be together. So many walls get in our way for being one. It makes me wonder if those are the signs , That we better off being apart
Frequently you were running through my mind. Making my heart jump with ever thought. Giving me those wild butterflies inside. As time went by I thought it was just all a big crush
But it was never just a crush. It was something wonderful to feel. A feeling that I can never be describe in words.
I think about you and the one I'm with now. That he never gave me this weird feeling when I was with you. He kisses always so passionate but never like your's. His hold always so tight and loose at the same time, But never quiet like your's. Your holds were unique every time making me forget about the world. Feeling that your arms around me are my only shield I need. Your kisses would always leave my mind blankness. Leaving my lungs gasping for air.
But it doesn't matter I want to hide this feeling I have for you. Never to be shown to the world. Be locked forever cause I don't want to feel this way for you anymore It hurts to much. It's tearing me inside. Making me over think everything. Confusing my thoughts and feelings.
Everything would be just perfectly fine if I didn't felt this way. Everything I'm thinking about right now would have never been in my mind in the first place. Those butterflies would just disappear right out of me. But if I could really do that. Erase what I'm truly feeling for you. But I could hide them forever from you. And the only one that would be getting hurt here would be me. You would have never have one thought in your mind that I love you. That I love you so much that I gotta keep it a secret from you. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:10 pm | |
| Goodbye
So hard to say it Unable to type Goodbye Made my fingers paralyzed Not to make it hard on you Not to make you suffer Like I do I smiled with tears in my eyes Sent you a flower To stay with you never die I walked away thinking We are still friends But this feeling didn’t seem right Something did really Hurt… deep… so deep inside Tears dropped so hard Not from my eyes Tears looked so red From my heart I realized Try to forget my pains. Go! Fly away never look back Keep flying don’t stop… You found your way… How can I fly? You were my wings How can I cry? My tears dried up When you took away with you My feelings… Yet… Life goes on… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:10 pm | |
| Thin
Power is control. Control is tough. Bones are beautiful When thin isn’t enough. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:11 pm | |
| Me Against The World
I lie here tonight and close my eyes I’m done now, I can’t do it anymore I’m ready to settle the score With the world. I have every reason to scold!
They can’t appreciate what I do. They crush my self-esteem, They don’t want me on the tear. I listen to the music of my heart, It wasn’t this dark at the start. Tears fall like rain, From these eyes of fire. No, I don’t think you’ll ever tire From the withering pain you cause me. I really don’t think you’re ready to see
What waits for you beyond that door. I’m lying here in the dark, It eats me alive like a rapid shark. I don’t think you understand, I’m my own master I am the soul creator of this disaster! | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:11 pm | |
| Every Day
A searing heart beats within this chest. I’m not the same as all the rest. Inside of me, it feels like its dying, But all it really is doing is crying.
Screaming and bleeding, is how I feel. Talk to me politely and break this seal. No one really knows what to say, When I tell them the life I live, each day.
They all look at me and see The girl I never wanted to be. They see my tears across my eyes, And now they’ll help me fix these lies.
He was the only one who spoke the truth He didn’t make me feel like the “Broken Tooth” He always told me what I wanted to hear Now I won’t even shed a tear.
A searing heart beats within my chest He’s not like all the rest. This lonely heart was once dying, But now it’s not even crying.
This is something weird that I feel He smiled at me and broke the seal No one really knows what to say, When I smile each and every day. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:12 pm | |
| Different
Time to close the door and turn out the lights. Lie down my head to sleep the night away And dream of the very next day. There are so many people in the world, So I’ll tell you what I’ve been told!
Appreciation can go such a long way I just have to ignore you and keep up my self-esteem That way, I’ll always be on the team. I’ll just close my eyes and listen to the music of my heart. No matter what you say this life is gonna start.
Look up to the sky, just to see the rain It’ll put out this burning fire No, I’m not ready to retire You may have given up on me, But I know I’m ready to see
What waits for me beyond that door. Open my eyes to see the light Let’s start the new day and forget the night. I may be different from you, But if I set my mind, there’s nothing I can’t do. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:13 pm | |
| The Angel’s Game
Darling, you confined in my completely And if you even try to look the other way I think that I may kill this time Am I all right? Are you insane?
Lend me a hand And come with me To the end Let us play the Angel’s Game tonight
Darling, you confined in my completely And if you even try to look the other way Another victim will crash I think that I may kill myself this time, Once and for all.
Let’s play the Angel’s Game It sounds like fun now. Ha-ha let’s laugh out loud Death is like the Angel’s Game.
Darling, you confined in me completely And if you even try to look the other way I won’t fall. I won’t die. I’ll just play the Angel’s Game Tonight… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:14 pm | |
| Dying World
Does anyone know me? Know who I truly am? That I wallow in darkness’ pity My soul craves loneliness If no, do they understand? How can they understand how I feel?! That sadness caresses my wounds Bringing them to sting Do they even care? Why would they? I’ll just turn my back like always For even I am lost | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:14 pm | |
| That Girl
She was used to it all, as it happened Every hateful word that was said Every action that was taken All directed in hate towards her Her face, her body, even her personality All attacked by those who never knew her. She sat alone in the far desk at school She stayed in her room at home And never left. She wore a white t-shirt with her own words Written on the front: “If you can never understand my silence,” And on the back: “you will never understand my words…” As she walked, people laughed If she ran, they laughed If she talked, they laughed They laughed at her every move At her every sound But he was the one who stood there And held her hand He loved her through everything He is why she is happy. He is her life. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:15 pm | |
| Your Name
I wrote your name across the sky, But the wind blew it all away. I wrote your name in the sands, But the tide washed it all away. I wrote your name in my heart And forever it will stay.
I wrote your name on paper, But I accidentally threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand, But I washed it the next day. I wrote your name in my heart And forever it will stay. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:15 pm | |
| She’s An Angel
Tears of enchanting beauty Eyes of graceful green Each time I look at her I feel my sorrow fade like magic She makes me smile Even on the darkest of days I can truthfully say She has the lips of an angel
I shiver by the gently touch Of her hand on mine She may not be bright But I know it’s who she is I love her anyway…
She looks into my eyes And I feel myself melt inside I know she’s shy, but I can’t help but stare She’s an angel to my eyes… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:22 pm | |
| Have You
Have you ever cried? Ever felt stinging tears Roll down your face?
Have you ever loved? Ever felt your heart skip a beat Each time you saw their face?
Have you ever lived? Ever felt the joy Of just being here?
Have you ever been heart-broken? Ever felt the pain of someone Ripping your heart out of your chest?
Have you ever died inside? Ever felt the feeling of your Soul fading from your body? | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:23 pm | |
| Summer Rain
Looking up to the sky, and close my eyes Soft rain drops against my cheeks roll down like tears. I block out the roaring thunder and listen to the sounds of the Earth. Life can be so peaceful, when you listen to the summer rain. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:24 pm | |
| Without You
Close my eyes to dream away Dream away this world And fade into my own world Where I feel wanted and loved And no one will take away that feeling I walk in darkness to dream And dream I do But without you in my life I can’t dream at all My thoughts are deep Sometimes I can’t even speak Here I go again, I’m off again in my world Take a look at me, what do you see? I’m just a dreamer with an empty mind (Without you) I’m just an artist with an empty soul (Without you) I’m just a girl with a broken heart (Without you) I need you here by my side, To help me dream once again. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:25 pm | |
| I Miss
Looking at my reflection In this broken mirror, I see your face, but you walk away Maybe I’m just losing my mind I close my eyes to remember To remember you. I miss the sound of your voice I miss the feel of your skin I miss your gentle kiss I miss your breath on my neck I miss you When you aren’t here beside me, I can’t think I can’t speak I can’t even move Cause I miss the sound of your voice I miss the feel of your skin I miss your gentle kiss I miss your breath on my neck I miss you… I miss you… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:25 pm | |
| I Don’t Know
I don’t know why But I forget how to cry No more tears in my eyes, All seems to be dry I don’t know why But I forget how to laugh That entire smile was a lie, A pose, a hoax, a bluff.
I don’t know what else Is left for me. I’ve tried my best To be more friendly.
It’s not my will To be emotionless. So whatever I ‘feel’, I always try to keep it real. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:26 pm | |
| Everlasting Love
As I stand here today with the world as my witness, I pledge to you my undying and everlasting love. I will stand beside you as your partner, I will stand before you as your protector, And I will stand behind you as your solace. Please spend and end your life with me. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:26 pm | |
| My Best Friend
I have a best friend his name is *****. He is handsome and funny And makes me laugh. We are Best friends. Even though we Fight we still are friends. He is Like my younger brother. We Fight sometime like we hate Each other, but we don’t. ***** And I are very good friends. I Wish he knew how much he is My best friend. If I were to die He would probably die too. We Will probably be friends until We both die. He is like my Brother only if he knew how Much I care for him like a Younger brother. Even though he Is taller than me I am still older Than him. We are best friends oh How I love being his friend. We Will be friends until the end. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:27 pm | |
| Untitled
A stranger’s eyes are looking in through the broken glass As the blonde girl watches her reflection In the shattered mirror.
She turns, her eyes meeting the stranger’s blue ones. She blinks, but does not scream. She says, “I feel like I’ve met you before, stranger.”
He replies with a smile, “Then I am not a stranger.” She couldn’t hide her smile. “But I’ve forgotten your name.” He nods, never stops smiling. “*****.”
Was all he said to make her heart beat faster And she just simply states. “******.” By just their names, they remember a past of love,
Trust and more. They had with each other… He embraces her, whispering in her ear…
“I’ve never stopped loving you, my fearful princess.” | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:27 pm | |
| Loving Bond
A loving bond which is not broken by tears, Nor pain, Not hate.
A loving bond which is not broken by Background, Nor race.
A man and a woman. Met beyond a shattered glass And yet touched as if there were nothing between them.
That love… Still lingers over them… | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:28 pm | |
| Untitled
Don’t let life escape, Don’t let it pass you. Embrace your life, While it still exists. Don’t give up, Because it’s too hard. Daylight still shines, I wish you could see it. You’re not alone, And there is still hope. Things seem dark, But I’ve been there too.
You think you’re alone, But it’s just not true. Not mine. Written by my friend Steve, back when I was depressed. He wrote this to make me feel better. ") | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:29 pm | |
| My Best Friend Poem
I was sitting here thinking of the words I want to say, but they just wouldn’t come out Right—so I found a different way. I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you, but there’s no way to thank you for Everything you do. For always being nice to me and staying by my side, for helping fix my problems and never leaving me behind. For accepting my thoughts and feelings, though you do not understand, for never giving Up on me and being my best friend. For making me laugh and letting me cry and saying you’d miss me if I were to die. Everything you mean to me you could never know. In all the ways you’ve changed my life I could never show. The way you take care of me, (you’re my shining star) and though it’s so incredible that’s Just the way you are. Before I get too mushy it’s time for me to go, but before I leave this ink-filled paged there’s one thing you should know… As long as we are living, no matter when or where, if you ever need me just call and I’ll Be there. I’ll climb a thousand mountains and swim a thousand seas… Anything to be there because you’ve been there for me. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:29 pm | |
| What is it that I love?
If asked why I love him I would say, It’s the lust in his lips, The love in his eyes. It’s the softness of his skin, The silk in his hair. It’s the twist in his walk; It’s the sweetness in his talk. It’s the way he loves me That makes me love him each day. That is what I would say. | |
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Ashellie Kaine Admin
Posts : 395 Join date : 2009-06-07 Age : 33 Location : Ohio
| Subject: Re: Ashellie's Book of Poetry Fri Jun 19, 2009 12:30 pm | |
| Is It Love
I look into your eyes, You look into mine. Is it love? I think about you all the time, You are my only thought. Is it love? I cry when you are mean to me, I smile when you’re nice. Is it love? I see you with another girl, I get jealous. Is it love? I look at you and I blush. My face is as red as a rose. Is it love? You hug me. I return the favor. Is it love? You kiss me. Your lips are so soft… Is it love? | |
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